whose that gurl :D

so.... the 10th and 12th standard are apparently the turning points or the highlights of every students life... not only because of the EXAMS but also 'cz we... as students venture out into the world... explore various possibilities... take certain decisions that shape our life...

well same here but... there are certain other changes happening too!! since 8th or 9th... all the girls or atleast me and some of my friends :P didnt really bother as to how we looked.. what we have worn.. does the sandal go with the dress... is the hair combed well !! absolutely noooothing!!

my looks wouldnt really bother me.. if i got pimples on my face i wouldnt care a dam.. but people would come up to me and say " OMG look at that thing!! does it hurt?are you going to the DOCTOR to treat it? and i would be like C'mon guys give me a break ! :D hell i wouldnt even hug any one!! no guy no girl.. the idea of hugging a girl would actually make my face turn into this weird expression saying " IAM not going to HUG YOU ewwwww " that all till 10th...

then after 10th guys start noticing you!! they tell you that you know what ... your really pretty !! and i would laugh out loud saying... hey i think you need to go and check your eyes!! but then you realise .. that omg people do notice you... and no matter how much ever you try to show off that you dont really care and it doesnt matter if you dont look good... Everyone and i mean EVERYONE deeply inside wants those compliments... everyone wants to get noticed at a party.. everyone wants people in a party to turn their heads look at you and then quietly whisper asking "whose THAT gurl !"

and so at first it didnt really matter but now i do wish for the attention and i like it( not in a desperate way)
i love hugging my friends ... its really sweet all the shouting and high pitched helloos ... its the way i greet everyone now :P (meanin people i know )
i freak out about ALL my pimples and I ask my friends for various treatments :P i LOVE shopping needless to say all girls do... but now i make sure that i have the perfect accessory.. the perfect nail paint.. the perfect shoe and that my hair is not all jungli and knotty but pretty and combed well :D lol

this thought actually came to me when i was trying to clear out my cupboard and arranging all my accessories and dresses ( the worst possible task to give a girl is to make her clear out her own cupboard only for it to go back to being messy again :P ) so i was just wondering... that i never had even half of the things i have now when in 10th or earlier...

heheh for all those naughty and nice girls who have somewhat gone through the same transitions!!

* NAughTY and NicE N *