the new girl

so.... its been a year since i have shifted to my new house.... i shifted from one college to another... so... the common thread that held me together was that i was the "new girl!"

all along... its no fun when you shift from your house to another bigger better one... the thing you miss the most is... the smaller the house the more cosy and comfortable you are.. the bigger the more distant.. it does have its pros.. specially when your parents are home and you and your friends lock yourself away in the room drinking and gossipping...!!

so the point is... you shift into this new building or society whatever where people have already settled down.. so when you walk in... everyone tag you as the "New GIRL in the building" obviously 'cz they don't know your name and etc etc.. what does this new girl go through.... il tell you... she walks alone everywhere ... feels awkward 'cz people keep glancing and looking at her... gets super freaky when   all the guys come over and introduce themselves :D(not that m complaining) and then she settles down!!

........ thats in the new building... in the new college... again she wanders alone... sits awkwardly.... is constantly on her phone telling her friends how badly she hates being in the college...

and then there are some people who are really good.. so they come over introduce themselves... the new girl is always shy and just smiles or at least tries to.... and just when she gets friends and starts enjoying a little BAM!!!!! she gets into another college... and the process starts again... 

now iam at this so called great college as the "new girl in the new class" but all have their own little groups shes just waiting for the good people to come over.. so that she can make her own little group!! :( i hope its sometime soon...!! 

NaughTY And NiCE N 

whose that gurl :D

so.... the 10th and 12th standard are apparently the turning points or the highlights of every students life... not only because of the EXAMS but also 'cz we... as students venture out into the world... explore various possibilities... take certain decisions that shape our life...

well same here but... there are certain other changes happening too!! since 8th or 9th... all the girls or atleast me and some of my friends :P didnt really bother as to how we looked.. what we have worn.. does the sandal go with the dress... is the hair combed well !! absolutely noooothing!!

my looks wouldnt really bother me.. if i got pimples on my face i wouldnt care a dam.. but people would come up to me and say " OMG look at that thing!! does it hurt?are you going to the DOCTOR to treat it? and i would be like C'mon guys give me a break ! :D hell i wouldnt even hug any one!! no guy no girl.. the idea of hugging a girl would actually make my face turn into this weird expression saying " IAM not going to HUG YOU ewwwww " that all till 10th...

then after 10th guys start noticing you!! they tell you that you know what ... your really pretty !! and i would laugh out loud saying... hey i think you need to go and check your eyes!! but then you realise .. that omg people do notice you... and no matter how much ever you try to show off that you dont really care and it doesnt matter if you dont look good... Everyone and i mean EVERYONE deeply inside wants those compliments... everyone wants to get noticed at a party.. everyone wants people in a party to turn their heads look at you and then quietly whisper asking "whose THAT gurl !"

and so at first it didnt really matter but now i do wish for the attention and i like it( not in a desperate way)
i love hugging my friends ... its really sweet all the shouting and high pitched helloos ... its the way i greet everyone now :P (meanin people i know )
i freak out about ALL my pimples and I ask my friends for various treatments :P i LOVE shopping needless to say all girls do... but now i make sure that i have the perfect accessory.. the perfect nail paint.. the perfect shoe and that my hair is not all jungli and knotty but pretty and combed well :D lol

this thought actually came to me when i was trying to clear out my cupboard and arranging all my accessories and dresses ( the worst possible task to give a girl is to make her clear out her own cupboard only for it to go back to being messy again :P ) so i was just wondering... that i never had even half of the things i have now when in 10th or earlier...

heheh for all those naughty and nice girls who have somewhat gone through the same transitions!!

* NAughTY and NicE N *